The relationship would feel unnecessarily combative and veering between
moments of tender love and really getting each other on so many levels and
moments where Excel tells you you’re stupid and gets difficult and
uncommunicative and says things like ‘I don’t know why were doing this, I’m
not even that attracted to you.’
(via l3fan-o-rama)
Our eyes met, but to you I was just oncoming traffic.
I hope our roads cross again.
i want you to be here to see this and every christmas.
i hoped you could see broken wreck we call a family.
i want you to be here to help me fix this mess that we are today.
i wanted you to be here to help me send her off.
but you’re not.
you’re the star we put on the tree every year.
you’re the grin i wear through it all.
you’re my voice that says all the things i can’t.
you’ll be the first to greet her when she goes.
this is as fair as i can ask for and it’s alright.
because every year, that is my christmas wish.
